HELLO.

my sister has been here.
i know it.

grins*
with two teeth short-


-out.




HELLO.
haha. i have yet to put on my braces, people! haha, looks like i created some kinda misunderstanding. i might even have to cancel my second appointment. its on friday, and we have like three tests on friday. its not like i dont want to miss it, trust me, i do. its just, i dont want to take the test all by myself. sigh, i dont know.
anyway, hana kimi is going to end in one episode, haha. i have prayed not to be crazy over the stupid guy. and it was answered. its completely insane to be crazy over a star. i dont know how to explain it, but its ... just dumb.
haha. and, i found out something.
ahem* bearbear, has a nice voice! yes, sim bearbear, eileen. haha. she sang to me zen me ban, and she rocks! i tricked her into saying i forgot how it goes. but, i really forgot. haha. and zhiqian and xiongxiong bought the hana kimi picture book! argh, im so jealous, but im not going to get it. i shall get the entire dvd! haha. i have never been like that towards a show, forget a CHINESE one. haha. i dont watch teevee anyway.
by the way, my sister thinks wuzun looks like a girl, momma thinks hes okay, and my brother says he looks like a monkey. SO NOT. right, they all have bad taste, correction, horrendous taste. my brother is downright jealous. :P momma has something seriously wrong with her eyes. my sister taste is ... bleh.
haha. but he does look quite weird in some angles. some only. haha.
im INSANE.
took me that long to realise that. haha.
anyway, im having trouble with my chinese, and am so depressed. so i give up learning. at least i improve my pronunciation. haha.
today sucked. but i got through it.
:)
it was embarassing.

-out.




HELLO.
haha. i wont be able to grin like before. and im used to smiling with my teeth, let alone grinning. aww mian.
anyway, did i mention, that im going to improve my mandarin?
well, i AM going too. you guys just wait. (:
haha. theres a real good excuse for my wanting to improve.
its because, ahem, hear this.
i just realised that there are loads of great-looking guys who speak chinese, like wuzun and wangleehom, HAHA.
so i need to improve, so i can communicate with good-looking, chinese-speaking guys.
grins*
thats the reason why i wanna improve my chinese.
haha.
and my plastic rings are like terribly painful, its expanding my teeth space.
so sick. i have trouble biting.

-out.




HELLO.
haha. didnt go to school today. went to the dentist. i'm short of TWO teeth. i darent smile now. but, i must say, the dentist, is like the best. i didnt feel any pain, even during the injection. im very brave, and i deserve stickers. HAHA.
anyway, i just realised that the hua yang shao nian shao nu is like DAMN bloody nice man.
the guys are really really really cute. beyond imagination.
dora has good taste. wuzun is really really cute. God sent. only God is able to create such a good-looking guy. haha.
grins*
anyway, it'll be over soon, this crazy over that show thing, at least i pray.
i dont wanna like a STAR. like which insane girl would wanna do that?
so i decided not to like him so much.
i pray.
sigh. its just my fantasy, i guess.
haha.
anyway, im putting braces soon.
though i like green, im not going to put on green braces, if i had a choice. cause it'll look like i have loads of veggie stuck between my teeth. bleh. eww. gross.
i dont know. confused now. prayer is the only way out.

-out.




HELLO.
haha.
H A P P Y L U N A R N E W Y E A R , P E O P L E !
may you have a blessed new year, and collect loads of angpaos!
dont eat too much new year goodies.
ahem*
:)
i've been eating new year goodies. the bak kwa is damn good, and the little round pineapple tarts too. not to mention the white bunny sweets.
im turning into a little-fat-girl-from-new-year-goodies soon.
grins*
i visited ten houses yesterday. north, south, east, west, you name it, we did all that in erm. lets see, 11 hours. good huh. we left the house, late as usual, at bout 11, and came back at 10 plus. WHICH, made it actually possible for me to go to church first, in the morning. but i didnt. guilty*
anyway, there were a few good programmes on teevee. so i decided to watch teevee, for once. sat there wiht my brother, laughing our heads off.
OH, and get this -
I WATCHED A CHINESE MOVIE.
oh my, am i good, or am i good, or am i good or what.
grins*
and while watching it, i LAUGHED.
and what does this prove?
i totally understand what it's bout. instead of just watching there hand gestures.
im prouda me.
someone get me a tissue.
LOL.

anyway, im going to my aunt's house, to eat the best prawn mee.
i think my entire family line cooks darn well. had greeeaat meals yesterday.
then, my couzzie wuzzies are coming over. cheese, i hope they dont find it boring over here. im not exactly your kinda social momma.
i dont interact well, i think im a wee bit shy.
shush, dont tell anyone.
and i totally LOVE my new clothes.
i dragged myself out of the house to go shopping for once,
and it was totally worth it.

-out.


the attack of the ... angpaoZHUA ...

gees, im lame.
:D




HELLO.
today, i had reunion lunch wiht my momma's side.
enjoyed the company with my cousins.
my primary one couzzie wuzzie is learning the guitar!
haha, now we have something in common.
im jealous, how come he got to start so young.
haha.
had dinner at home with my fanily, it was as usual, great, since my mom cooked it.
still quite upset bout yesterday. i need to play with the baby, or the guitar.

-out.

less then 16 hours till getting ... angpaos!

grins*

the attack of the angpao.
wooo.




HELLO.
haha.
im back. i know my blog has been stagnant for forever, sorry bout that.
ive had alot of stuff the past two days.
yesterday, had a stupid performance for the chinese new year celebration. the highlight of the entire school day - i got to miss chinese. grins*
had to wear my stupid jeans, cause i couldnt find the other one. sucks. it ended up in my sister's cupboard.
then dora, pau, and i went to bugis. pamsies went home first, met us later.
so first, went to mos to eat lunch, it was packed. but we got a table immediately.
then, we went to get charis's birthday present, which is like so late. sorry bout that. :( pau's church friend joined us for a bit. walked round, in search for gary's present, couldnt find it though. then pamela rushed down. met her, and i accompanied her to eat at delifrance, since she rushed down without eating lunch. dora and pau went to meet their primary school mates. came back discussing bout them and saying how cute two of them were. not. so pamela ate her lunch, and i drank her corn soup, since we didnt have a clue bout who dora and pau were talking bout. after that, pamela wanted to get her nails done, so we followed dora and pau to see these "cute" guys, which turned out to be okay only. he's much cuter. :)
followed pamela to the thing opposite. bugis street i think. walked around for a wee long time, before we found a shop that wasnt fully booked. then waited in line for about 25 minutes before it was pamela's turn. the lady told me i couldnt wait inside. so i decided to find dora and pau. wasted my bloody time. called my momma, she told me i could stay till 6.30pm.
AND I GOT LOST IN BUGIS STREET. its so messy and crowded, ca they at least put other signs besides "more shops this way"?
finally, i followed this lady out. and crossed the road. its a challange to cross the traffic light. its like the jam in malaysia, only it's a human jam. so sick. then i met dora and pau, and they were with their mates, whom i didnt know. felt left out, so i just left. had to cross the darn traffic gain. went home.
thought you guys didnt wanna meet.
so much for saying that you dont like to be left out.
right.
so, i was feeling kinda down, so i hit the pool. did 20 and went up when it started pouring. there was this freaky lady who kept staring at me. and she kept blocking my way, so i was like playing switching lanes with her. sick.
had a shower and played the guitar.
then i went to a reunion dinner. there was a cute guy there. :)
anyway, today sucked, the one time i actually went out, and i could even stay till 6.30, and i went home at four. sigh. well, at least the four of us went out together, for a little while, i guess.


-out.




HELLO.
sigh. less than ten hours till the day of the camp. sheesh. what if i cant do any of the activity? ARGH. panic with me, people.
and my bag is like 5 kg. so heavy and full, its exploding. im afraid im the only one with so much stuff. then i'll look like i'm damn paranoid. eeeeeee. and im using my brother's bag. i didnt get a new one cause my mommawas really unhappy bout things, and i dont know what things, but things. so i didnt get one. quite upset bout it. :( and pau got the exactly the one that dora and i wanted to get, so, cant do much bout it. apparently, dora still bought it anyways. AND, my track pants suck, its balloony . and im bringing my sport shoes, which makes me minority, since everyone i know is bringing their school shoes and their old schoolies. sheesh. oh man. im minority, or totally odd.
see you in three days.

-out.




HELLO.
haha. im back. (: choir wasnt too bad today. actually, choir's really fun if she isnt in a bad mood, or in her im-out-to-piss-people mood. my throat got worse today too. sucks.
and im afraid the thing im afraid of may be true. argh. i prayed, now all i have to do is trust. (:
secthree camp is coming in like, slightly more than 48 hours. PANIC PEOPLE. panic with me. lol. i dont know why, but im kinda freaking out now. sheesh, okay, i have to say it. okay, i admit it. here goes nothing ... i'm afraid of heights. there, now you know. sucks.
thats why im freaking. argh. and i have yet to start packing.
i need new stuff.
-a new overnight bag,
this my momma promised me a year ago, to buy for me one for umad4, and umad5 is coming,
guess what? i still dont have one. im looking at a ripcurl one.
-shoes, wanna get an adidas one.
-shoe bag. i can do without this one, but it just looks cool. LOL. kidding.
-slacks.
-i cant member this one, but im sure i missed out something.
yeah, so thats bout all, thats why ma lovely parents are going to take me shopping morrow.
if i cant get one, my brother, ever so kind, has agreed to lendme his ripcurl bag, and his shoebag, and his sleeping bag. smiles* hes so nice, its touching.
PANIC.

-out.
i'll be missing my guit for 36 hours then.
tears*